I feel a lil bit better

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Hi! Life goes on. Alhamdulillah Allah bagi peluang untuk bernafas lagi sampai saat ni. Syukur sangat sangat. Allah bagi kekuatan untuk teruskan kehidupan yang fantastic ne. Banyak benda lagi yang perlu difokuskan berbanding kita memikirkan something yang bagi impak negatif untuk diri kita. Haha. Ya. Macam lah juga aku ni. InshaaAllah dengan izin Allah aku cuba sedaya upaya untuk tidak fikir hal tu lagi. 

Orang kata, kalau kita keep on talking about that thing. That means we still care about it. I do still care about 'it'. But I think I can control myself from being too sad about it. Alhamdulillah. I never stalk or in other word 'do intensive research' about that guy anymore (pinjam ayat si Anwar). Haha. It makes me feel better to be better off without him. Less sad. I spent a lot of my time with my friends. We always jalan jalan like so much ! Haha. Pokoknya enjoy ja bilang orang. Kalau penat jalan.Then I'll go to bed and then continue to jalan jalan back. I do join lots of program. 

Its really help me to forget him. Not totally but like I said in the prev entry. Slowly. Ya. Big things consume times and I'll keep trying. I surely can live even without him. Its all about me from now onwards. No more about him. and yeah I will try my best to avoid him. Haha. Maybe you will judge me on this. To avoid him but that's me. I think I just can't if see him. Even his shadow. Haha. I feel hurt. So I think it will be the best if I not see him. Last but not least, I AM STRONG. Till we met again on my next entry. Live well everybody! Chiao :D