Bcoz I need to write something.

Hello guys,

Hey! It's December already! But I only have two entry for this year. hahahaha. the Earth spinning too fast maybe until I doesn't get to catch up with all these things so called blog. hahaha. but as usual. as I doesn't have anyone to chit chat with. so I'll write. hehe. instantly, I'm with someone. that somenone's name is Maslie bin Abdul Malik. he called himself as Mr Slay. so automatically I become Mrs Slay. hahaha. and as the trend now. we also have our own hashtag which is #MrMrsSlay . almost same like Mr and Mrs Smith isn't it? hahaha.

we've been together for juuust 9 months only. baru sangat. hehe. alhamdulillah i'm happy with him. He is happy with me. but yeah. sometimes we do fight like the other couples did. like now. hahahaha. that is why I'm writing right now. I just want to express about how I feel towards him. I do love him so much. I love the way we manage our relationship if there is any problem. we'll discuss it like the adults. solve the problem together. try to find time and space to think about each other mistakes. I hope this relationship will be last forever since I think that both of us can handle our problems nicely so far. hahaha. I don't know about the future. but I hope it will remain the same.

the thing is we just have to accept each other strength and weakness. if I make a mistake so I'll ask for an apology and he'll do the same thing. but this is the real world laa kan. of course I felt hurt when we had a fight. hahaha. I can't laa fight with him. it really kills me inside. wuuu. i hope things will get better soon right now. hee. here is our picture together. just to introduce him to my blog world. heeeee :)

This picture was taken when we were in matriculation. first picture together. strictly as friends only. 2011. hee

Recently, this second picture was stolen from his facebook with the caption "sebab kalau buat2 comel telampau mainstream" hahahahaha

Thank you for your presence in my life. You make me happy and I appreciate that :)

Aku tekad!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh semua fellow friends.

Hi! Hi! Si fazleeayu ne namanya, mulai hari ini berazam. InshaAllah. Dengan nama Allah ingin merubah kehidupan sungguh2 untuk lebih maju ke hadapan. InshaAllah. Aminn. Dengan ada nya spirit, semangat macam gini. InshaAllah. Minta2 Allah permudahkan jalan yang aku pilih ne. Niat paling utama is bantu keluarga. Sooner, I will join satu bisnes yang aku rasa yakin boleh merubah kehidupan aku lepas ne dengan syarat aku usaha dan istiqamah untuk terus berusaha. I will never ever give up once I join this bussiness. I already set my own goal. Tinggal mau buat ja lagi. BUT! I will also not going to abaikan my study. InshaAllah I will finish my degree jugak. Amin. Dengan izin Allah. Aku yakin aku boleh. Sebab aku tau I can do better and better and better! Yang penting USAHA DOA DAN TAWAKAL. Saya tidak boleh malas malas. Tidak boleh! Tabouleh. Hahahaha. Eh. Serius. Serious talk. Serius mau jadi lebih baik. Allah suka kalau orang berusaha. Allah akan bantu. Walau apa pun cara nya. InshaAllah Aku yakin :)

What am I gonna say? You make me feel this way.

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh ~~

Hi semuaaaa. Happy Chinese New Year to all those yang celebrate it! Haaa. Kalau aku update belog adalah tu cerita yang terbuku di kalbu kan. tiada tempat mau cerita. hmm. cerita di sini seja lahh. The truth is I feel sad. huaaa TnT

Ada lelaki yang aku suka tuu. Hmm. Nda tau macam mana mau cerita baa. Astagaaaa. Hahaha. Maluu. Aku telebih perasan kot. Kami ada ber wasap2 baru baru ne. Asal wasap sama dia konfem aku akan guling2 ketawa. Hahahaha. Ahh that feeling! Sementara sejaa. Dia baik baa. Tapi aku kot yang over react over response sampai dia mungkin terannoyed dengan perangai ku. Besides, aku tahu taste nya tinggi. Tinggi gila sebab dia pun memang bukan sembarangan punya orang. I thought that he love me too ba actually. Tapi macam tidak seja tu. Hahaha. Aku seja ne yang perasan. Hmm sedih nyaa. I tabouleh laa kalau tengok nama nya di wasap, terus rasa mau wasap dia. Tapi  sumpah aku rasa aku mengganggu dia kalau aq wasap dia. Aku nda tau kenapa aku bole berperasaan begitu. Mungkin sebab memang aku ne mengacau dia. Tapi dia perna cakap juga kacau seja. Dia punya hp pun sunyi seja selalu. Tapi bila aku wasap dia, aku pla yang rasa nda selesa. Apa kah? Huuu. Love is so complicated!

Tapi nda apa lah. Sempat aku rasa fall in love balik sekejap. Sekejap! It’s okay you. Aku nda akan teruskan ne perasaan cos maybe you want someone else in your life. And it is not me. Let me teruskan ja kehidupan ne sebagai orang yang single mingle smigel hahahahaha. After almost a year. Fuhh. Aku pun nda sedar juga. Tik tok tik tok hampir setahun suda gua menyingle. Wuaaaa *clap hand* hahahaha. Cerita lama jangan di kenang. Aku sudah move on! Walaupun semalam aku nampak diorang dating. Hahahaha. I don’t actually nampak diorang laa. Tapi tertengok keretanya seja. Pedulik eh! Hahahaha. Lantak kamu lah sana. Afa afa fun dari kita saja ba ituuu. Wuhuuu. F this feeling. Aaaaahh. Nda suka nya aku begini.

Aku tau laa aku manusia biasa juga. Manusiaa. Yang boleh sukak orang, jatuh cinta, getting hurt whatsoever. But I surely will get up back whenever I fall down. Macam sekarang ne lah. Masi berusaha untuk cari semangat balik. Should I just forget about him? Unfollow everything? Or how? Aaaa. I can’t even think about what I am supposed to do! Love is so confusing. Aaaahh. Meroyan aku di buat nya. Tidaaaaakkk! Aku mau unfollow tapi nda sanggup. Aku mau dia! Hahaha. Hey wake up wake up ayu! Wake up Fiona! Dia tidak mahu kau. Hahahahaha. Okay foine -.-‘

Okay setakat itu sahaja curhat saya. Goodbye. Have a nice day. Oh ya. Happy Chinese New Year :D